What can you say when you have so much to say but don't quite know how to put it into words.

What do you do when you look at the screen for near an hour and realize every start you make you hit the backspace because the blank space actually looks more promising than the words you begin with.

Do i really want to say what i need to say here?

People hope for readers for their blogs... and i am hoping no one reads the crap that might be forthcoming. Because if the do and it begins to make sense... then i wouldn't be crazy. And crazy is all i've got.